Hi so I unfortunately have hsv2 have had it for 4 years and got it off my ex (unknowingly as he never told me) and I still have outbreaks every few months. I am taking acyclovir everyday as a suppression therapy as suggested as I am in a new relationship and have been for 2 momths so started taking it at the start. He is aware of my diagnosis. However we had sex on Tuesday and straight after I felt an itch and tingle went to the toilet and saw a small sore. I was mortified as I haven't had one for 3 months and I have been taking my tablets daily I had no idea. The location was the very top of my vagina. However I am now panicking and going out my mind thinking I could have transmitted this to his when I've been on suppression therapy for months and had no idea I was even going to have an outbreak I had no prodrome symptoms. I wanted to protect anyone else from getting it. I've honestly felt so so down about my diagnosis for years and I struggle with my mental health because of it. I have a toddler also from a previous relationship so life is very busy and stressful. But I had it managed and now I keep crying thinking I am going to have passed it him he is aware and is being off with me but I had no idea I was habing an outbreak and feel this may ruin the relationship. I can't stand the stigma around herpes and it has made me want ti stay single forever. You're made ti look dirty if you have it. It's so shameful and upsetting.