I think I need some positivity and reassurance as I’m driving myself mad!!!
So I have health anxiety which I like to think I have a handle on most of the time but I’m spiralling at the minute!!
I have a friend that told me last week that she found a lump in her breast which has turned out to be breast cancer. Obviously this has really upset me and on hearing the news the first thing I did was go home and checked myself. One of my breast felt a different texture than my other which was smooth. It feels what I can only describe as a grainy texture and I thought I felt a lump deep inside. I called the doctors and she felt and said she couldn’t feel a lump but agreed that one boobs texture felt different to the other and she would refer me to the breast clinic. I have an appointment for 28th April but honestly my mind is spiralling out of control and thinking the worst!! I’ve been to the clinic before so you think it would get easier but I’m struggling to control my anxiety. I wish the appointment was sooner so i could get it out of the way!!