Looking for some hopefully positive stories to stop myself spiralling. I have a colonoscopy scheduled on Monday and I feel sick with fear.
I’m 35 with young kids 3 & 2 and was put on the 2 week cancer pathway after seeing blood in my poo for a couple of weeks and a high FIT test result (172). Bloods appear to be normal on the NHS app (or at least within the range given) but a couple on the lower end of normal including ferritin level of 16 and folate level of 5.4 which are both borderline and googling tells me can be indicative of cancer. I was prescribed iron tablets when pregnant with my DD just over 2 years ago and I feel terrified that I could have had cancer since then and I’m absolutely on the edge of a breakdown. I have a DH who is lovely but very much of the mindset of “don’t worry about something that hasn’t happened yet” and I can’t bring myself to offload my worries on to anyone else. I’m really spiralling into panic and if anyone can help this evening I’d be so grateful.