To start off, I don't have great form when it comes to knowing whether I'm ill enough to see a GP. My mother is extremely health anxious and diagnosed us with all sorts when we were younger, some of which we've found out isn't true. This has messed with my ability to know whether I need help. Anyway I'm now the complete opposite and deny illness until it takes me out.
Last year I had viral meningitis (again, I played this down massively as I was worried about looking silly in the Drs with a headache) and ended up in hospital for several days. Since then I'm always ill, cold sores and styes all the time, couple of utis etc so obviously run down. Jan 1st started with another virus, fever and chills leading onto horrible cough. I was in bed for a couple of days. I feel much better but I still have the cough and if I breathe in very deeply it hurts. I tried a gentle run last week and was very short of breath. I feel like I haven't improved for a couple of weeks but I'm not really poorly if that makes sense? Very tired and no energy but also have 2 toddlers so, figures. My husband keeps telling me to see the GP but I feel silly. He thinks maybe I need some blood tests or just a chat as a follow up from the meningitis (no support after being discharged).
I just don't know whether they would see me for that and I would feel terrible for wasting their time.
I'm 32, healthy weight, don't smoke, eat lots of fruit and veg, exercise regularly.
Sorry if this sounds pathetic I just have a weird block with health stuff after the way my mum was.