Hi everyone,
Just a little backstory-
I’m a 34 year old mom of two DS (aged 8 & 4). In 2023 I was diagnosed with breast cancer at stage 1, I had no lymph node involvement but still needed chemo for 6 months and a mastectomy.
2023 was one of the worst years of my life and I wish I could forget it ever happened.
I have been left with pretty bad aching joints and arthritis in my upper and lower spine plus my left knee. I have been suffering with my back for the last 18 months and have had MANY,many different scans but all have come back as wear and tear.
In November just gone (24’) I had a nuclear spec CT scan on my bones which came back clear.
Anyway, since December 20th (24’) I have been suffering with the most awful pain in my left leg. Starts from my bum and can lightning bolt all down my leg to my ankle all bloody day long! It is driving me absolutely nuts and I’m sick of taking ibuprofen. I have not had an injury or accident for this to happen. I’ve increased my hours at work so I’m on my feet for 8/9 hours a day. I’ve also gone back to the gym to build up muscle strength but swimming seems to have aggravated the leg even more so.
Because of what I’ve gone through my head instantly goes to cancer. The anxiety is so bad and is taking over my life! I’ve been on a 5 month waiting list for PTSD therapy and still waiting.
My DH has told me I need to stop worrying about my leg because all my scans are clear and up to date. He said because it was only 2 months ago that I had the nuclear bone scan that I would not be looking at cancer in my leg. The scan detects microscopic cancer cells and the pain I’m in he said if it was cancer a tumour or severe bone mets would be present which would have shown on the scan in November.
I think my doctors are quite frankly sick of me because of all the scans I’ve requested. I have been to see many since I finished cancer treatment and they can’t find a thing wrong with me other than arthritis and ptsd.
If you are reading my story, thank you for sticking with me.
Im just looking for reassurance really and logical explanations. Is all this crazy anxiety and do I need to be patient with my body? Or am I right to be worried even though I’ve had lots of scans?
Thanks so much xx