WearsBlackEatsChocolateAvoidsPeople ·
06/12/2024 12:59
I have hit rock bottom with my IBS. It's been 30 years and now I am in my early 50's it is just getting worse no matter what I do or try (I have literally tried every single thing suggested for this condition).
I already follow a low fodmap diet avoiding all my known triggers and I basically eat much the same every day. I only drink water and I exercise every day. I am under a neuro-gastro department and have has endless cbt sessions and I meditate every day but I am still experiencing daily issues. Nothing I have tried has helped.
I will freely admit that there is a huge mental health aspect tied into this and it has all become a vicious cycle with the gut-brain axis issue taking over. Additionally I am under a lot of stress caring for a parent with dementia. None of this is helping my constant gut issues which are now taking over my life. I don't eat out anywhere, never eat at friends houses and am very very careful what I eat. I actually now despise foods as it feels like the instigator to my gut issues and have developed ARFID. I go into a panic as soon as there is a mere hint of gurgling, rumbling, pain or any negative gut responses and I actually panic at the thought of using the loo even when my tummy is ok (which is quite rare these days). Years of suffering with a dodgy tum has greatly impacted my mental health.
It has been suggested by my gastroenterologist and dietitian that I try a low dose (10mg) of Nortriptyline, apparently it has less side effects than the sister drug Amitriptyline.
Now, I would take this in a shot if I thought it would help my issues. Apparently it can help break the gut/brain connection and cause some mild constipation. I am IBS-mixed but mainly d so any constipation for me would be a welcome relief tbh. The online reviews are mainly positive with many people saying it is the only drug that has helped them and it has given them back their lives. I long for my life to return to how it was, for my dh and dc's sake more than anything, they haven't been out for a meal with me in years.
However (and this is a huge however for me), one of the potential long term side effects of these drugs, being anticholinergic drugs, is dementia. My dear mum has Alzheimer's and I help care for her. It is a truly wicked disease affecting all those involved and I am terrified of it, absolutely petrified.
This fear is the only thing stopping me trying this drug.
Has anyone tried it? Did it help at all and did it cause any confusion? I really worry so much but feel it's one of my only chances left as I have tried everything else.