I'm finally going to the GP to discuss starting some medication for my mental health. I've had OCD/emetophobia for years with anxiety at times, and at the moment I feel completely flat. I recently had a breast lump that I needed to get checked out and my thinking around it was not worrying that I was going to die and leave my children without a mum, it was more a sense of relief that my life would be over. I am not suicidal, and I wouldn't even say I'm depressed, but I can't keep living like this.
I am really anxious about starting any kind of medication because so many of them have nausea/vomiting as a side effect, and as an emetophobe, I genuinely don't think I can cope with that. I know some other types of medication are less likely to have nausea as a side effect but are more likely to cause weight gain, and as someone who has been anorexic in the past, that's a pretty difficult side effect for me to manage too.
I know that no medication is side effect free, but wondered if people have got experiences of these types of medications and not experienced nausea with them?