I can't stop crying I was just chasing up medical secretary because I had an oesophageal manometry test end of August to find out if i was fit for a hernia repair. She couldn't say much else but said we're sending a letter to your GP which will be self explanatory but I was thinking why would they send a letter to my GP if I'm under the care of my surgeon. And then I asked can you tell me if my hernia is fit for surgery or not and she said it's not :'( I can't live like this. PPI's are rubbish for me they don't even help. I don't know what to do I can't even enjoy my first year or 2 of motherhood because of this. Or my life or anything at all. I'm broken