I've just found a lump in my breast. About one inch above my left nipple, it's hard and painless and almost feels like it moves when I roll my finger over it. I can only feel it when I press down.
I'm trying my best not to think the worst obviously, but it's difficult as breast cancer runs in my family. My mum had it, my nan didn't but her 2 sisters did, and so did my great grandmother all on my mum's side. I was tested for BRCA1 and BRCA2 when I was 20 so 15 years ago but the tests came back fine. They did say though that doesn't mean it's not genetic as there could be other genes they haven't identified yet. I don't know how much has changed since then. I do check my breasts very regularly but other than that I try not to worry about it too much, until now.
I had a baby 10 months ago but only managed to breastfeed for a couple of days. My lovely husband is telling me it's probably mastitis. I don't think he even knows what that is! But obviously highly unlikely 10 months after breastfeeding for 2 days. I do appreciate he's trying to make me feel better though.
I'm rambling now sorry.
I will obviously call the GP first thing in the morning, but after that what can I expect? I'm currently worrying about stupid things. I've only been back in work for 2 weeks since coming back from maternity leave. I'm also going on holiday 2 weeks today, abroad for a week. If they do refer me for further tests, should I cancel my holiday?
I'm not generally a worrier, but I think subconsciously this has always been my biggest fear.