Kind of a long post.
i had my son last March, after a few scans and appointments it was found that he had between 3-5 small holes in his heart. That was a journey in itself. I felt every emotion, the main one being guilt as in it was my fault I made him that ways (silly I know).
I was asked about family past and had to explain that my dad passed away at 37 due to a heart attack and his mother passed away at 34 whilst having heart surgery. So because of this they wanted me to have a few tests. They explained that the holes my son had wasn’t hereditary but just for me to have peace of mind with my heart.
now I’ve always been worried about my heart because of my history, I have had health anxiety to the point I would dread going to sleep incase I’d never wake up.
i have had a few ECG’s which have come back fine.
i recently had an echocardiogram (referred from my sons heart doctor). I wasn’t expecting anything back but my letter came back that I had a mildly dilated left ventricle using volume. They would like to see me again for a scan in a years time.
i know it’s nothing too series but I wasn’t expecting anything at all. Now im just worried.
maybe the next heart palpitation I get will be my last? I’m almost 30 and that in itself have always given me worry as my dad never passed his 30’s, how long have I got left?
point of this post is anyone been through similar? Just needed to rant.
thanks.