I have chronic winter blues (SAD) and there's a certain medication which is known for having much less in the way of side effects, which I'm desperately trying to get and is standard issue for people with my condition in other parts of the world. One of these side effects is weight gain.
However, any GP I speak to will only offer me mirtazapine. Mirtazapine is infamous for causing weight gain. I've taken it before (for years, due to a sleep disorder) and I was horrified as to what it did to me. Terrifyingly, it can alter your metabolism so that even if you don't eat more, you still end up being a big girl. There are people out there, who since stopping taking it are convinced that it made them permanently find it difficult to lose weight, even after they stopped taking it.
When I stopped taking, luckily things went back to normal for me but that was years ago so I don't want to risk it this time as I'm a little older now so maybe my metabolic rate is a bit more vulnerable.
Also, they work almost too good for sleep, they used to make me need 9-10 hours sleep and I still feel like a zoned out zombie the next day and I'd like to avoid that also.
Im just wondering about this. I'm very frustrated being railroaded to take medication that I know will cause me damage (although I know it helps some people) and I'd appreciate any insight. 🙏