So I am 42 have a PE.I don't have any follow up appointments until mid Feb when I have a call from the Thrombosis department. I am on Apixaban. I am relatively low risk - low heart rate and not obese. The clot has apparently restricted blood to one lung meaning and stopping some function but I've not seen the scan. I get breathless randomly but am trying to get out to walk the dog for at least an hour a day. I have cut out smoking from 5 a day almost completely. Yesterday I did have one after a stressful time and my heart rate shot up (usually around 70) to 100bpm and my face started to tingle, I felt sick and very dizzy. I made it to my bed and it took about 15mins to get back to normal but I felt shaky and stayed in bed scared it would happen again. The day before this I had a terrible headache all day above the left eye. I am over-thinking that I might have a clot on the brain. Obviously I see it was linked to the smoking, which I won't be doing again, but it seemed quite a big reaction and I am worried it's a sign of something being very wrong and verging on a problem?
I've now got the fear and don't want to risk driving to go out and am a bit scared about taking the dog out. I live alone and am worrying i'll collapse in a remote area and be left there.
Please can someone help me feel a bit more normal as I am usually very independent and this is getting me down and I can feel myself spiralling a bit. I can't get through to the GP as there is just a voicemail saying they aren't taking any new appointments.