I'm so annoyed at myself for not being more assertive with my GP. There's only one GP in the practise so I can't ask to speak to another unless I move to a different medical centre althogther.
I've been having horrible sinus headaches and pain in my left nostril and under my left cheek. I also intermittently get dry eyes, pain and itchiness in my outter ears. This has been going on for 2 years now. I am so sick of being on different medications. Now GP has said that I have Trigeminal Neuralgia...I don't think it's that but just for the sake of ruling it out I'm giving the medication a go.
I think there's either a polyp in my sinus behind my left cheek or the tube is too thin or really inflamed and not working properly.
I just find it such a struggle to find the energy and time to call the docs at 8am on my one day off and only be allowed to have a phone app and then he always seems to call an an inconvenient time and my toddler has a tantrum and I don't get to properly explain what's going on never mind be assertive. He fires loads of questions at me before I've answered the first.
I want him to refer me for an x-ray scan or CT scan. Ages ago he said there was a massive lockdown backlog so couldn't refer me this time he said he would look into it. I just feel like I am being fobbed off. And it's really affecting my quality of life now.
I don't know what I want from this post, I just feel hopeless and miserable.