I am not some weird troll. I promise. I’ve been having a really upset stomach for the past week or so related to some health issues I have - lupus, adrenal insufficiency, ibs, all sorts. I suspect it’s a bit like my body is having a tantrum and is just chucking everything out. I actually ended up in A and E last Monday as I was so unwell with chest pains etc - they did full bloods and heart check and said it was most likely a lupus flare. I’ve had stomach issues like this most of my adult life (I’m 42). Had colonoscopies in my younger years and FIT tests last year etc all good.
So anyway, I was woken last night at 3am with awful stomach pains, upset stomach again. Was quite sore afterwards and have had internal pipes before so put some pile cream on my finger and pushed some up inside me and 😳 felt a small lump inside, a bit higher up than a normal pile. Of course - having a family history of bowel cancer - I am now absolutely bricking it and in a panic thinking it’s anal cancer.
A quick google tells me you cannot feel internal piles which has terrified me even more as I assumed this was what it probably was.
Obviously I will contact the doctor and have it checked but if anyone could share any reassuring stories / advice that would be good. Totally fed up with my body at the moment and now torn between wishing I hadn’t stuck the cream up there and now thinking thank god I did! 😣😣