Wasn't sure whether to post this in work or in health.
I work in a school and hate my job so much it's making me really miserable. I was so set on handing in my notice so I could leave at the end of the academic year and look for something else over the summer. The thought of leaving has been the only thing getting me through since Xmas.
But now, out of the blue, a physical health condition has cropped up which may mean I need time off work and potentially surgery. Waiting lists and a long diagnosis & treatment regime (which will likely include some months of trial and error), are going to make it hard for me to take on another role in a new place with all that ongoing. Who will employ me knowing that I have this condition and what if I need time off for appointments etc??
So now I feel very trapped in a job which makes me want to cry on my commute every morning. Feeling very down in general about my health and my work. I don't think there's an answer, just want to vent really.