I know that no one on MN can diagnose me but I am truly at the end of my rope with how I am feeling and I am getting nowhere with my GP.
I have been feeling really crappy for sometime now and just not sure what it could be or what I can do to put myself on the road to feeling better.
I will start by saying that I have had anxiety for most of my life but it has always been quite manageable and hasn't overwhelmed me in the way that it has been over the last few years. Most of the symptoms have been progressively getting worse over the last 5 years but they have been awful the last year and continue to do so.
I wake every morning with excessive anxiety (racing heart, panic, nausea, gurgling guts and a general feeling of panic and unease), it feels as though I wake with very high cortisol levels?
I was diagnosed with IBS 25 years ago but the last year my symptoms have gone crazy and been excessive and unrelenting. I have daily symptoms of nausea, stomach pain, acid, gas, gurgling guts throughout, diarrhoea and/or constipation and a very unpredictable bowel. This all starts the moment I wake and does not ease until at least the evening time
I regularly find myself feeling very, very weak, shaky, light-headed, very panicky and with a weird hunger like feeling. I can only describe this as though I have had a drop in blood sugar levels
I suffer from a sore tongue - was told this is geographical tongue and nothing more said about it
I have TMJ disorder and a very sore jaw - especially right side and grind my teeth at night
I have tinnitus which is worse on the right side
I have thinning hair especially on the temple areas of my hairline, so bad that I now wear a hair topper to cover it
I am exhausted every day and feel like absolute crap from the moment I wake until I go to bed - I don't feel like I even get a restful night as I often wake with a gurgling gut or wake from a heavy dream
I had put a lot of this down to the fact that I had years of very heavy periods due to recurring uterine polyps which resulted in my ferritin levels dropping to 3. After years of suffering with this and my GP refusing to send me for a transfusion I pleaded for one which I had in February of last year. This initially raised my levels to 150 but has since dropped to 18. I can not tolerate iron supplements as they make my IBS so much worse.
I went to the GP about this in October, last year. She arranged for me to have lots of blood tests but apart from the ferritin coming back as 'low normal', they are all (thankfully) as normal (although I notice some seem low normal) but still I am continuing to experience all the above on a daily (often all day) basis.
I do so much to try and feel better - I walk the dog for an hour every day, I eat a healthy low fodmap diet to try to ease my IBS (sadly, not helping though), I only drink water, I don't smoke or drink, go to bed at a reasonable hour, I listen to hypnotherapy every day. I have tried various antidepressants but they all make my gut issues so much worse. I really do not know what else to try.
Has anyone experienced anything like this? What could be causing me to feel so bloody awful, every sodding day? I am so depressed but tbh it's all of these symptoms which are depressing me. I feel so old and knackered!