I have had epilepsy for roughly 10 years now and it still isn’t controlled. I had a tonic colonic seizure (convulsions) this evening, which was really upsetting for my 16 year old, 12 year old, and 3 year old to witness. I suddenly had this thought about how my children would cope if I died from one of my seizures (or from anything really). It’s really upsetting to think of a time where I can’t be there for them. Does anyone else ever feel this way? How do you handle these feelings? It feels really overwhelming tonight