Just looking for some hand holding and other experiences 😞 received my smear results yesterday that showed HPV positive with moderate dyskaryosis. I have a colposcopy booked for 11th May so happy it’s fairly soon. I have had yearly smears as my first year 25 I was HPV positive, next year I was HPV positive no cell changes, now this year I have moderate changes.
I’m absolutely petrified I’m going to get there and it’s even worse than what’s expected.
I have two young babies and have all sorts of thoughts in my head I’m not going to be here to see them grow up.
so hard not to worry I’ve just been sobbing since I found out 😩