TheyreStillGoingWithThemPlumsKerr ·
05/04/2023 07:48
First time poster. Hope I’ve posted in the correct bit…
Just over fours weeks ago I had sudden sensorineural hearing loss in my right ear. Basically I woke up deaf in that ear. I’m still undergoing treatment at outpatients (they’ve been great) and they’re currently trying steroid injections into the ear (have had the usual initial course of oral steroids, and had my 2nd injection yesterday) to see if I can regain just enough hearing for an aid. They’ve warned me there’s only a very slim chance they may work - so I’m keeping hope at bay! (It was just too crushing when the last 2 hearing tests showed no improvement - even though I could already tell that there had been none).
I’m really struggling with the mental/emotional side of this. The shock of it, the loud constant tinnitus and (I know this sounds dramatic! …but) my whole world has changed overnight.
Sleep is difficult and I hate leaving the house on my own (will be attempting that later today to go to a counselling appointment I’ve made to help). Feels like I’m trapped inside my head; half of which is like it’s underwater. The shock/suddenness of it has also left me worrying about something awful happening to my lovely mum who has a very debilitating condition.
I’m lucky and grateful nothing worse happened, I have a good support network and I get full sick pay while I’m off with this difficult first phase/treatment. I try to concentrate on all the good, but I don’t feel I’ve moved any further forward at all with it mentally yet.
If you or anyone you know has been through similar - I need success stories please. Not of hearing returning, just as unfortunately that is unlikely. But of:
- adapting to being deaf in one ear (the not hearing in stereo anymore - especially when out)
- zoning out the (bloody cruel!) loud tinnitus
- the ability to concentrate and think straight getting better!
- stop feeling I’m going bonkers half the time
Apologies for the very long post 😊