Don't know why I'm posting but wanted to get this off my chest. Don't feel like I can share this with my family or friends as don’t want them to worry.
I found a lump on my chest just above my breast in Movermber, wasn't overly concerned but my hubby encouraged me to go get it checked out. The doctor had to go and get a second opinion and then said they wanted to keep an eye and would contact my in the new year to review again but if I developed any more symptoms to go back. A week later I started getting pinkish discharge from my nipple. It wasn't constant I probably wouldn't have noticed if I hadn't been wearing a light coloured bra. Anyway I went back to the docs and the made an uneventful referral to the breast clinc for a full breast screen. It's tomorrow and I'm so scared! I've developed some more symptoms since then, a red rash just off my nipple around it, and a kind of weird lump/not lump change at the bottom of breast and it's dramatically dropped compared to my other breast in that time. It was always the higher up one but now not.
I am so scared it's breast cancer, I stupidly googled and everything points to it. I have 3 little boys, one of which is disabled. I can't imagine the worst case scenario. I know I am over reacting but it's just so scary!