I've just emerged from a month in hospital with my (now) 18 week old baby. He started fitting and to cut a long story short we have been informed he has a rare neurological disorder called polymicrogyria. It is really hard to find any information on this and the only website we can find is full of caring, sharing americans and I don't think I'm quite ready for that yet. I am feeling totally washed out - emotionally and physically and just want to curl up in bed and sleep forever. However, with two others (2&4) who have deperately missed their mummy this is impossible. Anyway too tired to even think - any help/advice very gratefully accepted.