Why do i always have a thought at the back of my head that life is on a countdown.
Im happy, im health, i feel pretty normal ill be enjoying myself with family and when i find myself enjoying my time to much i keep reminding mysef that one day i wont have this moment again and just that life countdown feeling.
I seem to have noticed it alot more after having a baby. Especially when it comes to my mum. It feels that the circle of life has become alot more real. And we are getting older. Time is going fast.
How can i stop thinking this because after everythjng happy i tear up knowing its not forever.