told my dp today that im have an ED

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told my dp today by text that i have bulemia and i wish i had told him sooner.he rang me after i text him.

i thought he would leave me but he was so nice about it and he is gunna help me get through it. i have been so depressed for a long time and unhappy and it has been the cause of so many arguments as he says im the most negative person he has ever met.

i had to tell him to so that he undersands why i am so negative and unhappy. he has delt with it better than i could of imagined

been bulemic for 6 years now so hopefully this is the first step to being 'normal'. i cant ever remember what its like to be normal!

im very proud of myself

hopefully if there are others out there who are suffering alone like i have for so long this will perhaps encourage you to confide in someone

Wow that's a step in the right direction isn't it, what made you decide to tell him?

we had an argument this morning and he said im the most negative person he has ever met in his life. i just though it was the right moment to tell him to make him understand.

he was a bit annoyed id not told him earlier

we have been together 2 years

Well done - it must have taken a lot to do that after so long.

I'm glad that your dp has been supportive, and hope that this is a real step forward towards recovering from this awful illness.

thanks

going to go to the docs this week. went last april but the doc told me to eat healthy then i wont be bulemic. so never went back again

feel this is a huge step, one i never thought id ever make. thought id be this way forever