I was due to start last Monday but I came down with a bug after my weekend away. Thankfully not Covid again but I had to put off starting it until tomorrow. I had been feeling ok-ish about it until today and now the nerves are fully kicking in for tomorrow.
I am starting on 7.5mg tablets as well as 5mg folic acid every day except Mondays. I have been taking the folic acid for about 2 weeks now.
One minute I am ok about it and know I need them as I don't want my PsA to get any worse especially as I am only 29 then the next minute I am in denial about even having PsA and don't feel 'ill' enough to need MTX despite the pain and swelling I have. My mind is just all over the place. Sounds silly but I am mostly scared of the vomiting/nausea. I have a lifelong phobia of that. Also worried about hair loss and all the mega scary side effects like liver troubles.
Just looking for a hug or probably what is more needed - a kick up the bum to make sure I don't chicken out from taking the tablets 😂