I had been feeling 'low' for some time but last week just felt awful. On Thursday the left side of my leg started feeling like every single nerve was on fire, and got so painful that even if my top brushed against it just sent surges of pain outwards. Literally the pain was so bad I thought I was losing my mind.
Saw the doctor (let's not discuss that just to say the system is broken in so many aspects).
I'm now dosed up on antibiotics, anti something or other and pain killers.
I'm just feeling so miserable and down, normally in the past when I've been ill or been through some really tough times I have always just clung on to little bits of happiness and good thoughts for the future.
No illness has ever made me feel like this I'm flatter than a pancake.
What do you do if you've been feeling like this?
I'm lonely too, I look such a rotten state right now, it's probably a good job my family aren't local.
I need to pull myself together don't I?