Saintshar, I just read this thread and was about to post at the point where support was needed about the follow up appointment. I went cold when I read Essbee's update. I am so so sorry that you had to go through this, but so so glad that you were sensible enough to go for regular smears and that you will now be ok.
About 12 years ago I had a smear and couldn't seem to get the results. I rang the docs and got passed to about 4 different people, the last one of whom told me that I had cancer and a year to live. At the time I was unemployed and very depressed, so you can imagine what that news did to me. I spoke to the doc the day after (after writing goodbye letters to my family and friends) who said it was CIN3 and had treatment the week after.
However, 2 weeks after, I carried two heavy carrierbags full of laundry and the next morning woke up with clots the size of teabags every 15 minutes dropping out (quite funny in hindsight as I imagined myself to be bombing the floor). I left a trail all over the consultants floor and bed as she left me for 20 minutes. I was kept in and monitored (and everything measured..mmm nice) and then eventually it all stopped.
Like you Sainshar, I now make it my personal responsibility to make friends go for smears - holding hands if necessary - and after a bit of bullying it usually works.
I am overjoyed that you will be ok and will be thinking of you. You are a brave girl. ((((((hugs)))))). xxx