I'm due to have a gastroscopy and colonoscopy tomorrow morning, about to start moviprep at 2pm.
Im terrified.
I'm emetophobic and suffer with anxiety in general.
I have never had either procedure before. I'm also worried about what they will find. I was anaemic back in March but Dr put that down to heavy periods as I have adenomyosis and and being investigated for endometriosis.
Then beginning of June I had 1 episode of bright red rectal bleeding after mild constipation and diarrhea with stomach and lower back cramps. I then had bloody mucus the following morning. I saw the Gp, did a FIT test that was positive and here we are.
I'm convinced I have cancer, I can see how it could possibly be anything else.
Any advice would be really appreciated 😞