Hello everyone
Not sure why I’m posting really! I guess I hope to hear some positive stories.
I recently had to have an MRI for an enlarged tonsil ( to check for malignancy). Thankfully - as far as they can tell - tonsil doesn’t look malignant. However during MRI they spotted a nodule on my thyroid. So now I have to wait for an ultrasound appointment and possible biopsy.
I have health anxiety so have already found the tonsil worry very difficult. I didn’t really take much in when the consultant mentioned the thyroid nodule as I guess I was a bit in shock as was hoping to have a worry lifted re the tonsil ( albeit I still have to have a further MRI on that in three months).
I’m a single parent to primary DC so I’ve been pretty much on my own this last year. I think not having anyone to talk to about this makes my anxiety worse. But also thinking through the consequences if it was malignant - practical ie I’m on my own, what would happen to the kids etc.
Really feel a bit broken by the underlying worry and fear. Also not even having the ultrasound appointment is stressing me out.