Thank you for your reply.
I’m 37 now and was diagnosed with epilepsy when I was 16.
I had a few good years and bad years of seizure control and changing medication etc and then 8 years after my initial diagnosis I finally got control over things.
I remained seizure free for 13 years and then last year, completely out of the blue, I had a tonic clonic seizure at work. It turned my life upside down in many ways and I took it very hard.
Sadly, 11 months later I had another tonic clonic seizure, again at work
Last Thursday I was at work and had what may have been a seizure of sorts but I’m worried now that it was a panic attack.
I only work two days a week so what is the chance that after 13 years of being seizure free I then have 3 in the space of 15 months and they have all happened in the workplace.
I will admit that being at work recently has made me anxious because of fear I’m going to have a seizure.
The episode I had last Thursday though was very different as I was overcome with feelings of panic, I couldn’t stop crying, I was behaving irrationally, my colleagues said I was acted scared, I was agitated, vacant and withdrawn (as though I wasn’t on the same planet) and that my face was really, really flushed. For the first time in my history of epilepsy, these feelings didn’t progress into a tonic clonic seizure.
I’m just I’m just curious as to whether my episode last week was actually a manifestation of anpanic attack at the thought of having a seizure as opposed to an epileptic seizure itself.