Just want to vent as I can't tell anyone what's going on now. I just got back with my partner after breaking up for 2 years.
I just found I am pregnant early this week. Totally unplanned and I am confused. I have 2 kids already (youngest is 5) I thought my buggy pushing days are all over. A part of me wants the baby and the other part wants to keep my freedom (not waking up at night for feeds etc).
I am 37 & will be 38 nxt month. I am worried my body can't handle this pregnancy (I am hypertensive & on tablets everyday & a traumatic brain injury survivor) and another virginal birth and all the stress of caring for another baby as I have a lot on my plate already🤦🏽♀️
I am disposed to be shielding right?🙄