Hi everyone. You May recognise me from my last post where I said I was worried I had pancreatic cancer/issues.
As a brief background-
I’m in my 20s and had my first son in April of this year.
About a month before he was born, my husband rushed me to the maternity unit as in the middle of the night I began experiencing really strange ‘waves’ of pain in my upper abdomen. I remember mentioning to the midwife that I thought it was strange as the pains were almost contraction like in nature (coming and going in a wave) but I was feeling them in my upper abdomen. I had no idea this sounded like my gallbladder and apparently, the midwives didn’t clock on either and just agreed with me that it sounded strange and sent me home.
This happened twice before my son was born. Each time the waves of pain were so bad I was screaming and crying on our landing floor. Nothing was ever found at the time.
2 months after he was born and I hadn’t had any further waves of pain however my stools were pale and looser than normal and I had some upper abdominal pain on both the left and right. I attended the hospital out of panic more than anything where an on call doctor did an ultrasound and mentioned I had gallbladder sludge.
I then had a SECOND ultrasound on the 1st September and to my utter surprise, the tech didn’t find anything wrong however discovered I was pregnant again (I failed to mention this in my last post on account it was too much info to cram in)
So after that, all my care was focused towards my new sudden pregnancy. I am now 20 weeks pregnant with DS2 with a 7 month old.
So anyway, about 2 weeks ago I began experiencing wicked acid reflux. I put it down to pregnancy hormones but it has to be noted that I have complained of acid issues since May of this year when I was no longer even pregnant with DS1 or any baby for that matter. This is why my GP had suspected gallbladder issues in the first place.
Then a week later, I was laid in bed reading at 1am as I couldn’t sleep and suddenly I got a sharp pain in my upper right side back and between my shoulder blades. This pain subsided and came back 5 minutes later. It kept coming in waves, sharp pain in my back that almost felt like indigestion and then after 45 minutes or so it was gone altogether and I managed to sleep.
I put it down as a one off. Despite my health anxiety I honestly assumed it was just acid reflux or indigestion. But then 2 days later it came back in the night again! Severe, sharp pains in my upper back between my shoulder blades and occasionally I would feel the pain in my lower right ribs too. Again, it went after about 45 minutes.
Last night for me was the final straw.
I woke up to the same pain again at around 4am. It felt like sharp indigestion pains in my back and ribs. Mainly I was feeling it in the back area. I also noticed it was going into my right shoulder slightly. I wasn’t feeling heartburn or any acid reflux at the time.
It occurred to me the pain I had in my first pregnancy with DS1 that had landed me in the maternity unit had been very similar but nobody had figured out what it was. It never occurred to me it could be my gallbladder on account the scan in September said I was fine (however I was only 5 weeks pregnant in September and I’m told pregnancy flares GB issues up)
I’ve since woken up today and noticed my stools are paler than they usually would be. I know this is bad news and I am terrified therefore I have made an emergency appointment to see my GP tomorrow. I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do or think. I just don’t want to be taken away from my husband and children. I’m only 24.
Does this sound gallbladder related? I cannot shake the fear it’s pancreatic cancer and they will find I have a huge mass on my pancreas on a scan. I’ve never been more scared in my life :-(