I've sent an email to the GP, explaining why I felt dismissed by the hospital and angry that supposedly they hadn't the full information. I felt the hospital thought I was making it all up.
For the record I'm a 54 year old female. I've been in nursing since 1986, first as a HCA before doing my RMN in 1990. So im not wet behind my ears, and have a good knowledge of health care. Yes i use the internet for informat3, both with symptoms and once inhave received a diagnosis and to keep myself informed as to proposed treatment. Im not stupid, but neither am i a hypochondriac. If I was looking online for health I do o use reliable sites like NHS, BUPA, Patient.co.uk and use it sensibly.
I've had Todd health so far but over the past 5-10 years, more things have been going wrong. I've had a hysterectomy for fibroids, keyhole surgery on a menisical tear on my knee. I'm overw0which I'm well aware of, trying to get weight down but not easy.,
I tend to ignore things, or just manage with selfcare or OTC meds. I have arthritis in my knees (diagnosed when I had MIR on my knee, but suspected long time before by me) also I suspect have arthritis in my ankles. Trying to get weight down as a result.
Over the last 2,or 3 years, I have suspected, long before official diagnosis that I have had anal fissures, vaginal atrophy and acid reflux. It took me ages to speak to GP about them because I was embarrassed, or I thought they were not serious, or I couldn't get sn appt due to covid. Every time I did go and say 'I think it's an anal fissures or acid reflux or vaginal atrophy' I've been right.
Ahh yes, covid. Ive never worried unnecessarily about covid. I'm not a denier, but I'm realistic. I've taken on board the advice but I'm not disinfecting my apples or refusing to get on a bus. The team I work in is referrals and assessment team. In Lockdown#1 My manager asked if I'd help out doing the depots as our referrals went down. I was happy too, so worked every day doing so. I'm now back in my normal setting, but unlike many of my colleagues am happy to see patients face to face, and as long as we're socially distanced, using face masked and promoting hand hygiene am not worried ab0ut risks.
So how come having done so much for others health, why the hell doesn't mine matter? All the time I've worked through the pandemic, I've not been sick, my last episode of suspected gallstones was on my days off. I was off 3 days in Feb with stomach pain which i now think was gallstones. Ive covered for shielding colleagues. I had about 2 days self isolating with a mild cold. I told my colleagues i didnt have covid and didnt need testing, they insisted so i had testing to prove them wrong.
I'm pissed off that after all I've done for the NHS and I now feel that they're dismissing me and making me feel a hypochondriac when I'm anything but.
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