4 years ago I started to suffer with rectal bleeding, extreme bloat, abdominal pain, needing to poop several times a day.
Initially it was dismissed by my Dr and told it didn't seem like anything serious.
I ignored it for a couple years but last year it got really bad. I lost 2 stone, became very ill and lived on the toilet.
I had blood tests and a failed colonoscopy (is that how you spell it? Brain feels frazzled today). I say failed because they couldn't get very far without the pain being so much that I was screaming in agony. They said they didn't see anything, maybe a bit of inflammation but nothing extraordinary.
My GP said there was nothing else they could do and it was left as that. And things did seem to resolve, especially when I fell pregnant. I still had some pain, some urgency to go to toilet and bleeding but nowhere near what it had been.
But this past fortnight (just for reference I am 4 months postpartum) it has ramped up again.
I've phoned my GP and have another blood test lined up along with another colonoscopy (which I am terrified about) but I am nervous it will be all for nothing again.
It really feels like it is ruining my life now. I have to plan to go places around the toilet locations. I have no self confidence in my appearance either because I just feel gross.
Any advice very much welcomed or just a hand hold I guess.