Long post but here goes because I'm driving my self insane !
So recently (it's happend before) I trouble to swallow ( I'm not having trouble with food or drink, just general) and it's occasionally at random but it's when I think about it, and I really panic it's like my body freezes for a split second, the more I think about it, the more I'm swallowing to see what's going on.
I have a history of health anxiety all my life, my main last bad dips was 9 months after my first, i was convincing my self I had cancer, MS you name it, my second memorable dip was when my first was 17 months old, at every second of the day I was googling and self diagnosing cancer, MS you name it, and now this time is 9 months after my second, I seek recall that it happens when someone close to me gets diagnosed or dies from cancer, as a mother my worst fear is not seeing the children grow
I'm currently crippled with the fact I can't swallow means I've got cancer ? Swallowing issues have around 3 weeks, to top it off my uncle has been diagnosed and treated for throat cancer, and that's when it got worse
I'm TERRIFIED to go to the doctors, I've not spoke to a single person about my latest "swallowing problem" like I say I'm fone with food and drink, it's just now and again and once I start obsessing ( like I am now) I'm constantly clearing my throat to see, swallowing to see, drinking etc etc to the point I make my throat sore, I'm going to go to the doctors but I'm looking for peace of mind, support or just a little nudge it might not be sinister, please anyone help me
If it a health problem ?
Anyone else suffer with swallowing issues related to anxiety ?
Is it anxiety causing it 🤯 hellllo