Hi,
Sorry if this post won’t read coherently, I’m a bit of a mess (in the head).
Went to see GP last week, and since have been referred to breast clinic. I was ok, GP was really nice and put my mind at ease by saying she thought it was a cyst...however, when the appointment letter came with the words suspicious typed on there it made me feel sick. I also had to ring to change appointment and felt worse when the lady mentioned I had been referred as urgent (so need to be seen within 2 weeks).
I don’t know what to think, my appointment is end of next week. I try to block it out, but I feel so down and evenings seem to be worse.
Just wanted to get that off my chest! I haven’t told friends, only DH and my mum, but I don’t want to constantly ‘moan’ about feeling worried or scared.
Sometimes I wish I didn’t go to the GP, as ridiculous as that sounds :(
Thank you for reading