So, foolishly I didn’t get my smear done for ages. Terrible, I know! They did the lletz procedure last year for CIN3 result and honestly I can’t go through it again. At the check up in June she said the stuff that she put on to cover where they did the lletz must’ve come away too early because it hadn’t healed so she took a smear and another biopsy and put more on. I don’t know if it’s because I was expecting pain that it hurt so much or I’m just a big wuss but I walked out trying to hide my tears until I got to the car. Nurse said it would be a while for the result because of a backlog, drs called the other day asking if I’d heard anything because they didn’t have anything since the Lletz procedure??? Next day she called back and told me not to worry they’d just that morning received an update to say I needed to go back as abnormalities had been found again.
I’m trying not to show DH how concerned I am as we’ve been TTC for 3yrs now but honestly I’m so scared! Nurse said at the time that it’s very unlikely that she’d need to see me again as most are fine after lletz.
I really don’t want to have to go through it again and really worried it’s developed to cancer or something?? DF and grandma had the big C and I just can’t even begin to wrap my head around it all.
Has anyone else had to go back for a second Lletz? Did it affect TTC? Did it turn out to be more? I feel like I’m going mad! 