Had appt. She was really nice. I feel weird. It was counselling really, with some relaxation. She got me to sit back and then she asked me to visualise all sorts of places. Funny thing is, that trying to tell it now, I can't actually remember what she said, although I was awake, I did hear it, I was following it!
She is going to come weekly for now. We'll see how it goes.
I feel lots of different things about it! Am anxious and relaxed at the same time! It did make me really see that I have a lot of feelings that I bash into submissiveness with a club sized hunk of cheese!!
It's been an odd experience, but I liked her and I feel like it might help me to help, erm, me...iyswim!
Oh. And I met my inner child. But she didn't want to talk to me! That was odd, looking back it sounds wacko, but it felt very natural!!!