I had one back in 2015. No deficit really but the anxiety has been crippling and only recently starting to settle. The depression continues. The guilt continues (no deficit and complaining when others have deficit brings on guilt).
I get migraines now. Weird visual disturbances. Scary shit. I’m tired of coping. The wish to die is gone thankfully but the joy, enthusiasm and lust for life never returned. It’s a horrible limbo. A place of nothingness most of the time.
Has anyone experienced this and come back from the shock and fear of it all?
I don’t know anyone who’s been through it. Nobody understands the loss of feeling psychologically. HTH do you get joy back?