I started a separate thread but it appears to have dried up so forgive me I'm starting another.
I have had ongoing heavy periods for a while, diagnosed with a cyst on left ovary 4 years ago, was 3.5-4.5cm and was discharged from gynae after a 'watch and wait' period. It was s fluid filled cyst they weren't concerned.
Bloods last week show I'm slightly anaemic. Scan yesterday showed cyst again on left ovary 5cm, and according to sonographer a 'bulky uterus'. I am awaiting a further apt for a vaginal scan to examine in more detail. Spoke to GP she said to address the anaemia, take over the counter iron tablets (I'm on it!). She said she would ring me when she gets scan results as they obviously hadn't reached her as it was only hours after.
I have crippling health anxiety so all of this is amplified. I'm a single parent so all this is amplified. I am alone during the night when I wake up and my mind runs riot so all this is amplified. My beloved elderly cat died this week so my emotions are everywhere. I'm convinced I'm peri menopausal as having all those symptoms too!!! I am a bit of a mess right now.
I'm petrified at the prospect of having to have a GA! Never had one so not sure where fear comes from. It's a proper, real fear. If this cyst needs removing or worse I need a hysterectomy (jumping the gun????) I'm petrified!!! If anyone can help????? How do I get my head around it all? I'm sorry if I sound needy but like I say I don't have anyone in real life who's there to help! I have friends but they have their own lives and problems. Thanks for reading. X