I’m feeling terrible sitting here in tears so feel like having a rant.
My DH asked how I was this morning I replied sore he said but your always sore so it’s lost it’s effect. He’s so fit and healthy he just doesn’t get it (he’s planning a 20 mile run today).
I would like him to wake up like me one morning, I woke at 6am because the pains were shooting up my neck, ears and back of my head. The front of my head hurts, as does the soles of my feet, my ribs, pelvis and back. Driving this morning I felt like I was in a daze and couldn’t see properly.
I’m waiting for the tramadol to kick in so I can feel a bit normal DH says it’s not good for me taking so many tablets! I struggled getting my underwear and socks on this morning I’m only 43 and feel 83.
He thinks I’m lazy when I take naps on the couch in the afternoon and I only work 3 days a week as I cannot cope with anymore.
I have frequent migraines and would love him to have just one, complete with loss of vision, sickness and dizziness.
I think he looks at me with disgust sometimes and he has said he didn’t think in sickness and in health would happen quite so soon.
I don’t want to be like this everyday.