Saw the GP on Wednesday afternoon it's the one I usually avoid for good reasons
been literally asleep since hence not coming back to the thread, when it was tested in the surgery it was in a higher part of a normal range but even before taking it she told me she wasn't going to do anything with BP meds (she wasn't interested in that its always worse when I wake up and before moving bar turning over in bed so should, in my opinion, be reasonable as body is at rest) and worst first thing in the morning and last thing at night.
She said it was probably up due to "anxiety and obsessing over it" and my BP machine wasn't calibrated.
My CPN did her monthly visit on Wednesday morning and according to her when I asked her before she left did I seem anxious? She was here for 30 mins. The answer was not at all. I took it while she was here and it was over 200 on top and over 180 on bottom despite me being calm and relaxed and resting as we chatted.
I tested the BP monitor on 2 of the carers and I'm not convinced that its so wrong, as one of them said they had low BP and the other said had normal range BP. Upon testing both of them the one with low BP, her reading came up low as she predicted and the other with an almost perfect reading of 121/79 as she predicted as she no BP problems, which we then took my reading and it was over 200 on top and over 190 on the bottom. So the machine obviously has something against me.
She has blamed the fatigue on the meds I'm on and had already said she was going to start eliminating them in a phone conversation in May as my CNS is overloaded. Wasnt interested in the fact fatigue is worse the past month than has been in years, despite me being on the medication she has starting reducing since Wednesday afternoon for the past 15 years (so why is it suddenly causing fatigue now?) and correlates with the fact she wants to reduce / to come off everything to see how I deal with it. (would say heading for a complete shambles)So she has stopped a migraine preventative and is now reducing mood stabiliser.
She is known for stopping meds constantly on people and put me off opiate painkiller cold turkey in the past (cos I was obviously "addicted", no but was physically dependant on it totally), having been on it for previous 3.5 years 3 times a day. That didn't end well.
I've apparently mentioned the fuzzy eyes to her during the phone conversation in May which was less than 2 weeks after starting a new medication while in hospital so she wants to stop that too as believes that's what is causing it.
I was supposed to get an ECG done at 3 weeks on medication but couldn't as been bedbound for 10 weeks and am only able to mobilise slightly since last Tuesday, my limits are 15-20 metres max up to twice a day, 3 times if feeling good.
Pushing thru pain levels as best I can but she intends to stop it as it can mess up CNS and blamed it for leaving me bedbound for so long, despite the fact consultant neurologist started it and could see how it had started to help within 5 days,
The nifedipine isn't making a difference as far as I can see. @Amber0685 nifedipine is taken the same time as my other meds at 7am each morning when the carers are in at their first call of the day. However, I have been discharged from the BP clinic as my average BP was settled due to nifedipine.
In A&E in the past, I have been given amlodipine every 10/15 mins to try and get under control as BP was very high, (I was actually there about something else) and behind both eyes couldn't be seen as both were full of fluid and high pressure. It was then after that the ward consultant started me on nifedipine daily.
Because of the stabbyness in my head, she attributed it to my normal migraine / chronic daily headache just manifesting itself in a slightly different pain. The feeling of heart thumping loudly in my chest and ears, my chest is clear and its just another manifestation of normal migraine/head pain.
GP checked temperature even though I explained I was only a couple of hours after having paracetamol which is regular x 4 times a day and that my normal temperature is consistently low with a spiking temp for me being high 36s as my normal temp sits in the low 35s.
I got a urine sample dipped as have pain on passing like I'm passing shards of glass. I am well hydrated according to the colour of the sample and nothing showed up in the dip test. I also have pain in both flanks on my back.
So this morning I still have the thumping whoosh in my chest and head, blurry eyes, stabby pain in my head, severe fatigue despite sleeping most of yesterday and since 8.30pm to 6.45am this morning. High levels of pain are all over with parts of body feeling especially cold and aching badly. (esp area around my kidneys in my back). my neck and back of the head (back of head feels cold like it has an ice pack on but I haven't),
The migraine I suspected was in the picture hasn't turned up (thankfully), my feet are still freezing with treble socks, my nose and tips of ears, I know there is no point going back to the GP as she is holding the fort so is the only GP in the surgery at the minute so its pointless.
When BP was taken in GP surgery it was 175/141 but she explained I probably had "white coat syndrome" even though was generally lower than other readings taken across Tuesday and Wednesday. (roughly a 36 hour period) where I took 7 readings which she deemed excessive.
So roughly one reading every 5 hours, so not feeling any better and know the GP isn't really an option as had stated wasn't going to do anything with meds before she even took it in the first place.
Il wait this out myself and if gets worse, I will go off to hospital and let them sort me out as I know she won't help as doesn't want to see people until they are literally dying.