As the title says, PMDD is literally not figuratively ruining my life.
I can't hold a job down, because I get two and a half weeks of absolute incompetence. So my work is up and down, and I lost my last job because it looked like I couldn't do the job.
I cry, I get angry, I feel like killing myself, I get panic and anxiety attacks, I even get woken up by the panic attacks.
I have been told that I have borderline personality disorder, or possibly borderline bi-polar type 2.
However as soon as my period starts, literally the minute it starts I am back to my normal chirpy, competent self. I am Jekyll and Hyde.
I have kept a diary of my symptoms and moods, and for maybe a week and a half I'm "normal" then the minute I ovulate (and I feel it) it's like a switch.
I'm on 60mg of flouoxetine, I take 80mg of Propranolol, but they don't touch my symptoms.
I tried the pill, but it made it worse, what else can I do?
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