I’m finding myself constantly snapping at my husband and two boys but I honestly can’t work out whether they’re just being unreasonable and selfish or whether there is something wrong with me that I’m taking things more personally. My husband has MS so is fatigued a lot of the time and tends to just chill and watch telly. I’m a really outgoing person I love doing outdoor activities boardgames joining in stuff but basically no TV or electronic games. I spent years trying to encourage my two boys into having lots of extra curricular clubs and activities but one by one these have dropped off and now neither child goes to any clubs or has any hobbies and the only they want to do is play on the Xbox. My eldest is 13 and does have Low self-esteem so struggles to join new things this is partly because I feel he is quite socially immature for his age and he tends to get picked on where ever he goes. My nine-year-old has severe anxiety and is currently on medication for this. I’ve spent the last few years with my husband ill and all the challenges of the children being chief organiser and cheerleader trying to keep everybody positive. I’ve just reached the stage where I’m fed up with the fact that they won’t get off their backsides and go out and live life. Constantly feel that my husband speaking to me in a Condescending way and my children seem to do nothing but whine and argue. I really do not enjoy spending time with any of them! This seems to got worse over the past few months and I don’t know if it’s because of hormonal changes because I’ve had my Mirena coil removed or whether I’m a bit depressed but basically although I love them I really don’t like them all very much at the moment. Which sounds awful.
Any thoughts/suggestions?