HI everyone, not sure if this is the best place to post.
I think more than anything right now I just need a good whinge. I know there are a lot more important things going on than me being unhappy about my face but its really getring me down at the minute!
I was born with what looked like rosacea on my face, all broken blood vessels and thread veins all over my cheeks, nose and chin. Basically skin was a deep red and blotchy. Any form of heat would agrivate it and it would burn and itch and go even more red. I think part of the reason I'm so self conscious about it is because I got bullied for it all through my teens. GPs never really new what it was so couldn't do anything about it so a couple of years ago I went to a private clinic and had my face lasered and for the first time in 23 years I felt so much better about myself and my confidence came back. But unfortunately with in the last 2 months the condition as started to come back... permanent burning on my face, broken blood vessels returning and a lot of redness. I'm no longer in a position to have it lasered away as I no longer have the money and now have a little baby so no time for the down time laser surgery requires so really I'd just like some techniques in dealing with the fact that I have this on my face. Because at the minute I hate going out in public as I feel like everyone looks at it and thinks I'm an ogre. 