Hi,
Hoping some have a positive experience in this area to make me worry a little less!
Brief history, had my first smear 3 weeks ago (I'm 33 felt awful for leaving it so long and have felt massive guilt about this) I bled a little at the smear and a week later I had a letter from my doctor asking me to go in so she could check my cervix. I went in a week last Friday and she said she wasn't overly worried but it looked a little 'frazzled so she referred me for a colposcopy. I have been worried sick. I haven't had my smear results back yet but had convinced myself of the worse, after ringing the hospital I managed to get an appointment yesterday afternoon as they had a cancellation.
So I went for the colposcopy yesterday, the doctor and nurses were lovely and I temporarily felt a bit better but I feel worried again now. She said on initial appearances my cervix looks fine and healthy, she put the solutions on to look a bit closer and it did highlight some abnormalities. I was just so concerned it may already be cancer I just kept asking for reassurance it wasn't, so I had a look at my cervix on the big screen when I had the chance and she was explaining it looked like there were some changes happening but because they didn't have my smear test results back yet they would take a couple of biopsys and she expects my smear will come back abnormal so i'll be called back for a lletz treatment in 2-3 weeks. I had done a lot of googling the last couple of weeks and i asked about CIN levels and she said she would say its CIN2/3 but she kept saying its nothing to worry about and for me not to feel guilty about not going for a smear before and this experience will just ensure I go to future appointments. She was lovely and said I can call her in the meantime if i have concerns but for me to really not worry.
Last night i felt so relieved it fingers crossed is not already cancer but I'm worrying now about the Lletz treatment and just feel quite emotional about the whole thing. I don't know if I should be dealing with it better than I am?!
Online it says you often get a lot of bleeding for 3-4 weeks after the lletz, and cant do exercise, have sex and will generally feel pretty crap.
Has anyone else got any experience? I don't have children but my partner has two young boys who i help with quite a lot, how long am i likely to feel rubbish for!? And are doctors at the colposcopy stage normally quite right, if she tells me not to worry should i really not worry?!
This probably all sounds really jumbled, any advice would help :-).