Im feeling really down at the minute, its been creeping up for months but I keep brushing it off thinking ill snap out of it or I can cheer myself up. I have a constant panicky feeling in the bottom of my stomach even though I know there is nothing wrong, some days it doesnt bother me that much other days it is unbearable.
Ive also started to feel my heart racing, I notice it most when im sat quietly or in bed. It feels like my heart misses a beat and then does a massive thump to make up for it, it takes my breath away sometimes. Other times I can just feel my heart racing which makes me feel more panicky.
Ive been putting off going to doctors, I keep logging on the online system then making excuses why I cant go the next day, or telling myself that I dont really need to go and that I will start to feel better.
Ive made the decision to go tomorrow, im going to stay up until midnight so I book an appointment online. I felt a bit weight off my shoulders and felt better by just deciding I was going to do something about it but now I feel nervous which is making me feel rubbish again.
Writing this has helped I think to get it all down. Can anyone let me know what to expect, what sort of questions the doctor might ask? Thank you.