I am pretty upset and would appreciate advice
I am 40 and had a baby 6 months ago. I now have all the symptoms of Hypothyroidism - fatigue, low body temp, bad skin, dry hair, muscle aches, itchy eyes. You name it I've got it. And it's not the normal post-baby stuff (I have a live-in full-time nanny and a baby that sleeps through the night) I only discovered hypothyroidism existed because I was investigating on the net why I was putting on weight even though I was dieting. I have been taking less than 1,000 calories a day for 3 months and not lost a single kilo. and it's a bloody healthy diet - all fibre and low GI.
Anyway, went to dr's, got tested for thyroid and results came back as (I think) Free T4 10.0 and TSH 1.9. Which was interpreted as borderline low thyroid but 'not a problem' as my TSH wasn't in overdrive. GP has said I should get tested in 6 mths time. When I spoke to him about the problems I am having losing weight he basically didn't believe me about the 1,000 calories and gave me a lecture about there being no fat people in Auschwitz
So, having counted to about 10,000 until I calmed down, I decided to call the local private clinic in the hope that I could at least discuss my problems further with an endocrinoligist, even if ultimatley there's not much that can be done in reality. I would at least like a civilised conversation about what may/may not be going on with my body, and am happy to pay for it if I must. BUT private practice won't take me without a referral and GP won't give me a referral because he thinks I am deluding myself and don't know how to count calories or eat healthily.
What I do know is that my current regime of Reductil off the internet to stave off food cravings (because GP won't prescribe it despite my BMI being 32), modafinil off the internet (because I will lose my job if I can't stay awake) and St Johns Wort (because I will lose my mind otherwise) certainly ain't healthy.
I've got Kelp but am scared to take it because there's conflicting info on the net. Ditto serasperilla, ditto selenium.
Anyone got any good advice that doesn't involve slitting my wrists (or the GP's tyres)?