Update on me.....
Well all is well 
Had the Cystoscopy this afternoon and it was fine, it really wasn't anything to be worried about. The worst bit was the waiting, my bloody legs were trembling!
They nearly didn't do it because apparently I had a temperature (but it was bloody hot in there) so they did a urine test to check for infection. No infection but just blood again so given that I felt well the consultant was happy to go ahead.
Just so you know what to expect Flora, they prep you first, get you gowned up with just your bra underneath and slippers if you have them. They took my temperature and blood pressure and I filled in a form. Then the consultant who was doing the procedure came to chat with me, explained what he was going to do and got me to sign a consent form.
Then I was called into a room with two nurses and the consultant and asked to lie on the bed with knees bent in the position you adopt for a smear. He put a sheet with a hole in it over me. He then wiped my bits with antiseptic wipe and inserted the camera. I was told there was anaesthetic gel on the probe but was told afterwards it was really just lubricant and isn't that effective. That was the worst bit, it did smart a little bit until it was in your bladder. Then he just waved the camera around in a circular motion in my bladder. The screen was at the end of the bed so there was no avoiding it! He showed me all my bits on screen and said it was all perfectly normal, nothing there to worry about. He said in most cases this happens. He only finds something in 1 out of 20 or so patients.
He has ordered an urgent scan because this was forgotten apparently so I get that in the next couple of weeks.
Good luck for tomorrow Flora, honestly the procedure is no worse than a smear test and I'm the biggest baby going! Do let us know how you get on.