I found out yesterday that I have HPV-16, one of the 2 strains of HPV that is a major cause of cervical cancer, not really sure why I'm posting, I guess I'm faced with the lifelong threat of this over my head, smears every year and procedures over and over to remove changes. I'm a bit numb to be honest, and in a grumpy mood - according to my Husband - he just doesn't get it tho.
In some ways I want to change my lifestyle to eat healthier etc and do all the things I'm supposed to do to get myself as healthy as I could be, to be in with a fighting chance against cancer, but on the other side I'm like, what's the point, I'm probably going to end up with cancer anyway.