MascaraOHara - i cant say i dont like them as i've never had one, however its just the thought of it. I once had a urinary infection as a child and with the dr 'taking a look' i felt so sick, and cried the whole time.
I feel embarrased, stupid, pathetic, childish, 'different' and awful about the whole subject.
Yes i have been through labour and had 9 months to panic and worry about every part of it. And i did, i hated the constant monitoring and 'looking'.. perhaps people think this is pathetic but i'm feeling wound up just thinking about it.
(sorry to hijack your thread bakedbeans)
i AM going to get it done, i really know i must but i'm going to go to a clinic rather than my dr's, so i have to plan a whole bloody day around it...